until – fino a quando – până ce

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Love becomes no more than a test for hypochondria, claustrophobia, established guts and self deceit
you’re checking mirrors all the time, you’re torn by “why”s
until
something happens, something, something… a sort of apocalypse, and then, you feel like
you’re born of her, the one met today, a millennia ago, one suddenly possible future
and life burns, you are the coals, you had no idea how flammable you were
that in your poor construction, there is not even one fireproof pore, not even a word
to fit you after how much you dilated yourself, like the mirror in which the Universe
piously reflects…

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l’amore è solo un test per l’ipocondria, la claustrofobia, il coraggio pazzesco consacrato,
auto-illusione
ti stai sempre controllando negli specchi, si è lacerato dai troppi “perché”
fino a quando
succede qualcosa, qualcosa, qualcosa … una sorta d’apocalisse, e poi, ti sente come
fossi nato di lei, quell’incontrata oggi, o millenni fa, o in un futuro improvvisamente possibile
e brucia la vita, tu sei il carbone, non avevi l’ idea di come infiammabile lo eri
che nella tua povera struttura non c’è nemmeno un poro ignifugo,
nemmeno una parola che ti potessi accomodare dopo quanto ti sei dilatato tu stesso,
come lo specchio in cui l’Universo
si riflette piamente…

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iubirea este doar un test pentru ipohondrie, claustrofobie, tupeu consacrat şi
autoamăgire
mereu cercetezi oglinzi, mereu te frământă „de ce” –uri
până ce
se întâmplă ceva, ceva, ceva… un fel de apocalips, apoi, ai impresia că
te-a născut ea, întâlnita de astăzi, de-un mileniu, de-un viitor brusc posibil
şi viaţa arde, tu îi eşti cărbunii, nici nu ştiai cât de inflamabil poţi fi
că nu există în biata ta alcătuire niciun por ignifug, niciun cuvânt care
să te încapă la cât de tare te-ai dilatat, cât oglinda în care se reflectă pios
Universul

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30 thoughts on “until – fino a quando – până ce

  1. Reblogged this on infiniteneedles and commented:
    Beautifull

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  2. Oh, this is incredible. Such a wonderful thought. And such magnificent imagery!

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  3. This is beautiful in English. I wish I could read the others.

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  4. Very beautiful!

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  5. L’ha ribloggato su valeriudgbarbu2ite ha commentato:
    Add your thoughts here… (optional)

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  6. Sa poti privi iubirea dintr-un punct de vedere obiectiv este cu adevarat o inaltare dincolo de sentimente. Ceea ce ati transmis prin versuri nu minimalizeaza trairile, ci din contra, le transpune intr-un context de oglindire a ceea ce se intampla cu toata fiinta. Minunata perspectiva, felicitari!

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  7. che meraviglia di pensiero😉

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  8. This poetry reminded me of a drawing I made as the design for my first oil painting. As I haven’t finished the painting, I’ll just say that your words fit my some of my feelings about love, right now! Thanks for the follow. It means a lot to me, as I’ve only just begun to celebrate the art I love there. May I link this to the painting, on my art blog tatwip.com, when it’s done?. .

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  9. I remember saying to the love of my life…I cant look into the mirror at myself…it was then our life began to fall apart. he didn’t want me anymore. it was then my heart started to tear…it still tears.

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  10. AriefYudono

    Reblogged this on ariefyudono.

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  11. Reblogged this on Dea(r)th of Ideas and commented:
    This is absolutely beautiful.

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  12. Reblogged this on florencecrayewooster.wordpress.com. This is brilliant.🙂

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  13. I loved your first picture! Beautiful passage as well! Thank you for sharing, Valeriu.

    (BTW, though I’m an American, my maiden name was Fantana. My great Papa was from Romania.)

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  14. mi-a plăcut mult, să ai o zi bună, Valeriu!

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  15. Iubirea este claustrofobica, dar daca iti invingi frica, te asteapta libertatea…

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  16. hello!
    mind follow me?

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